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2011-01-15T02:44:00.001+08:00

2009-03-31T00:40:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog just try to update something been watching movies and ramble around i really found myself really like ramble around i don know that is a bad habit but who know ... But in real life does people also ramble around ?? One thing for sure i don wan my life to end up like a question mark i wan to said yes i know given you a absolute answer than a vague one . Yah a happy things do happen i really started to like reading books . The feeling it's like communicating to each other i just love it haha !!! Am i exaggerating it XD

when i started to let go of something i did feel more happier
thanks i should feel contented

2009-03-18T23:00:00.007+08:00

Been spending my time with my new digital cam ... i went to fork canning this afternoon been taking photo around just like a foreigner ... After that i went around the cathey and plaza Singapore exploring around here are some photos i took

Here is some photos when i just bought my digital cam with my army buddies and buddies's friends XD too bad didnt take too much most of the pic with andrew =( ...

2009-03-17T14:49:00.003+08:00

Another dismount

Tired as usual planning to take a walk later around seng kang to try out my digital camera =) ... Life can be any better when u get wat u wants XD Life is always full with surprises . Plan to take my off in 23 n 24 planned to go out with my friends yeah A friend that i haven't been contact with ... so embarrassed every time he invited me out and i always busy ...

I hope i will heal my inner soul faster =)

2009-03-06T13:52:00.008+08:00

DAI IS BACK !!!! DAI -DO as infinity

One of my fav ++ Jrock band DAI ROCKSS!!!

2009-03-04T19:50:00.004+08:00

A Day to be remember!!

It been so long since i blogged. Live in ns as rp is quite interesting , spending mostly with my army friends after dismount i will be at home cos lazy as well as tired to go out .

This afternoon i get to meet out my god brother . Haven't contact with him for 6 months plus bah . Alot of memories just flash out when i meet him. Thinking of how time really fly when just now him. It bring back laugher and setback too but never the less i'm still satisfy what i currently at . I miss all my friends that i care i hope ppl out there do takecare have be happy always.

Cheers ~

2007-03-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

So long havent been blogging cos too lazy how is everyone been doing sure having fun slacking around me too.

I been watching anime , jdrama, kdrama at home since my sister borrow from her friend and play computer games too .... Spend my afternoon play games and night watch anime so i'm very busy okie i plan them out LOL hmm somehow nyp been over kind of miss those busy day but now also kind of nice too just that no achievement in life maybe something is missing i don know why i feel that anyway time really fly when i at home .

Also have been hanging out with friends it is fun to get someone to talking about movie i want to watch the most is haunted school i have to watch by this week so i plan to ask someone to watch with me hehehe Horror HORROR HORROR :D~~~~ i'm a horror movie lover but don know nice or not yet

Okie gtg lor

2007-02-24T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hello is like hell long never blog

How is everyone having fun with yr Chinese New Year
I really enjoy my chinese new year alot cos alot of food i can eat that i don really get to eat eg like pinapple tart egg roll ect ect .... i really been busy with my own things like drawing, playing games, watching anime and going out with old friends.

Now i think i feeling sick cos keep eating junk food and tomorrow have go out and eat stream boat is like i getting sick of eat stream boat i don know y cos this is the 3rd time eating it and stream boat food is like very common like u will get sick of it .Just now at dinner have shark fin soup omg that is the best mum cook for everyone and sister bf is joining and my mum have a gd chat with him and something i cant said here hahaha ... Wat is most important in CNY is SHARK FIN SOUP nothing is as important with that cos i only have it at CNY .... My family too poor to afford it we live in a small hut at rubbish been come visit us if u wan too ....XDDD

Ya going to zoo next thurday i don know will be fun or not cos don know who will be going too sure same usual ppl will be there anyway hope will be fun there lah if not like wasting my money like that ...

Kind of miss my school days where i been occupy with works and now i have to plan wat i'm suppose to do .... Havent been hanging around with my friends for quite long so if u r free feel free to call or something for dinner or watever ^^ kind of miss u guyz out there

Have happy chinese year everyone ..

2007-02-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

I FOUND ANGELA AKI SONG AGAIN THIS TIME IS REALLY HER BEST SONG EVER IN LIVE !!!!
I love angela aki

2007-02-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

It's long since i blog . I try to amke it easy to people who read my blog . Yesterday is the last day of having our lession and time that we really see each other and do our work together where that we call school.

Only in school we really see each other where friends been gather together ,where laugher is always there ,where joy flow from each to everyone and i like those feeling where everyone is involved.

Too much to share , too much to be explain i will definitely miss what have happen those days where how we introduce to each other and how we play those lame games in our 2nd day of knowing each other.

But everything have their lifespan where we call departure . But departure doesnt really mean farewell maybe it mean where everyone have their own life to do , have their own life to go .. Not being demand but to wish them

Takecare my friends maybe we don really see each other for now but will still go out and gather again just last time and i wish u all gd luck.

2007-01-24T07:59:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Finally finish my presenttion on java it is great i feel a big load of stone been carried away hahaha i reward myself by playing games with ky but owned so sian lor ky said us Noob teammates i nothing to said liao maybe more practices cos i really long time never play liao ..... Today going have a common test on com skill hope can manage it well i plan to go study with them but i think i better don go bah cos i will start talking and wont be studying in the end i not a person have a powerful memories so sad i can even forget my friend friances home town lor sweat really nothing to said i miss everyon i hope we all can go out again after our exam yeah then ns sian 1/2 ...

Project left is php ,real time , mobile okie gd luck to me php i finish but real time i heck care liao going take from wei lu and mobile try my best to do it by myself ^^ wish me gd luck

2007-01-21T02:44:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Finally finish my java project yesh so happy HAPPY GO LUCKY now left php and mobile tomorrow work hard on it i think can finish like 50% wish me gd luck

2007-01-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

So long never blog liao because of projects i so stress!!!!! Pls someone help me do my project hai i know i can only depend on myself sian real time project can eat shit i really heck care for that don know wat is going on !!!! java is like 80 % done php 10 % done plan to finish java by today and php by monday if i can cos mobile i will try to finsh by next monday cos mobile hope it is going to be a easy one if not i can gd game liao okie i really nothing to blog lor i almost everyday wake up then do project i really tired .... my mother said to me that y u always talk to yrself i said cos the project not working so i complainting to myself seem no one can help me .................... Okie go back do project liao gd day everyone

2007-01-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

It is going to be our last few month together pls extend the times together with me friends cos i really feel happy with them cos those laugher is wat i teasure together with the things we do together i will never forget i been invited from jasmine and yang ting for the genting it really sound very cool to go out with friends LOL really i also hope my friends also will organize that too it just look very cool where everyone gather together chatting walking sleeping playing it is just wat i also dream of when i was youth by friends i hope we can gather together and have alot of fun that's all i love u all that all i wan to said ^^

2007-01-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesterday i really have alot talking with my god kor kor he chatted with me quite long until 1 ++ cos i am sad he teaches my alot of things that i din learn before he said to me that i think too much and wat i think is just unneccessay i don know y i could come out with that thought ... He said life is not about u but with others ... He tell me i have to be socalize makes more friends don keep struck inside the circle ... And he told me that wat u give is not always is wat u get so get over it .People change , ppl come and ppl go learn to accecpt things and get over it don brood over it ... Some how after talking to him i feel my mind is more clear Anyway it is just the beginning of my new year i don want to spoil it so just have to keep on going cos we have to move forward no matter wat so ZS u yrself have to buck up no matter :)

Alot of list of project to do ICT,ITIL,real time project have to hand by next monday i really hope teacher will give us time to do ITIL ...

2007-01-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I realise that sometime a mistake is done there will leave a scar i really thought there will be a person willy to forgive and forget but there isnt cos i always believe there is such person who willy to forgive me when i do a mistake but in the end it is just a side thought from me even if they forgive they will still left scar i some how that moment felt that person don exist in me anymore i think i cant act freely as i can i just cant they are disappearing the special friend ....

Not pointing to anyone just wat i thought and how i feel when i heard words that coming over from ppl .Anyway i deleting my blog soon i have nothing left over but a present to said Good bye !!! I love to share my story to my friends just that will they willy to listen will they willy to know i just got them bored

2007-01-04T08:11:00.000+08:00

i found this in youtube Angela Aki / Power of MUSIC This song will be released on 2007/03/09 she really improve alot i mean as in the music background the chores of this song is from music from her Home album ... great i going to "get it " LOL i love her voice her voice can really connect to muisc from piano yeah ~ i really cant wait to listen angela aki u are my fav singer artist in jpop =D

Here is a song from her u can listen if u want

And i had a nightmare about my family having beef noodle together for lunch or dinner i cant remember and the noodle taste like blood and i thought it is a pork and after i taste i just vomit out OMG And i just wake out i don know y now i kind of scare of beef ....

2007-01-02T01:41:00.000+08:00

To everyone who read my blog

After reading val blog im happy been receive a thank you and been remember is great i always thought that i will be forgotten i'm always not important i always a bad person i'm always so small and tiny that no one will notice me but this tiny life really feel happy when someone notice them im happy. So i also want to said a thank you

Val
HA yes when i first see u i think she look funny by the way she is funny making fun or yr tatoo is funny enough haha !!! You also always bring joy to us too as we always have fun together when we are free and eating lunch together haha that is so memoriable .Thank you for making the lab so lively and the jokes !!

Ger
As my partner i always disturb her when doing project making fun of her hahaha and always share sweet and exchanging sweet in the lab and she always help me with stuff and i also did my part to help her too so we manage to pass our fyp and always complaint about the bee about how she is and so call "nice" to us LOL Thank you for helping me and sharing things with me

Han ming
The scary eyes i will said i don know y i scary of his eyes everytime he stare at people like he going to kill people like that but he very funny always joke with us and when badminton he always makes funny move and hyper pro lor cant beat him and jb and he also share sweet
with us too LOL thank you for helping me and share joke with me ^^ ...

Alex
When first i saw him i thought he is ah beng and sometime he really act like one the way that sit the position that not facing us LOL damn funny lah like always facing the wall lor haha i still remember when yr birthday we ate alot haha that is fun and u know i like to eat we always go lunch together really enjoy the luagher we have !!!

JB
Always bully me lor how can i forget u haha he is a nice dt lor he always help us when we having problem he share his bisket with us and i still remember when that time i got sick u make a hot herb tea for me to drink not for me only lah but thanks the tea really taste bitter .... And thanks for the smack hor not pain but scary seriously play badminton with u really shorten my
life ....

khai yong
LOL he is a funny person when i saw him haha he always talk lame jokes lah he very funny don know wat to said also he is not from our lab but i know him from val he and val always lot of things to said one lor i don know wat is going on sometime but he help me sometime too
and Crystal Jade until new year liao lor still have treat LOL ....

Polo
Always knock window one LOL he funny also got nothing to do come to our lab and joke joke ar that time play uno kanna caught hai sian Later on he found her gd friend val and that when their friendship grow ... very cool right

Godwind
gw already know hanming and me so he get to know all the other ppl in our lab he also always come and join us having lunch talk rubbish outside our lab And making fun or ppl LOL ...

Indera
He always jk with us have lunch together and share laugher help each project by taking from friend and even now too LOL ... Now ppl got gf liao don got out with us liao lor ...

Jane
Thank you from helping us LOL she really help us alot from project lecture note and alot thank you

you loon
Even though i don see him alot but still he having lunch with us and sharing jokes with us and play dota together and as usual going out with us laugh together have alot of fun haha let do it again next time now got a gf lor he not simple lor ... Now should be enjoying his life bah

Kuanyi
LOL too many things to thank you cos i sometime makes him angry and he always having a big heart to forgive and forget i don know how to said he is YASASHI he always share alot of things to ppl that is y he have alot of friends and always listen to my lame jokes and sometime tag along that make me happy and i know sometime i really bother him in msn or some conversation but he still reply me haha sry lah cos no one to chat with cos alot of ppl not online wat to do nia.To many to list i think but is all right to stop here.

PS:
Thanks for sharing alot of things with me i'm very happy cos that makes me feel that i not left out i think i have type alot alot of thank you i think this post have the most one No matter wat time changes i hope we still be together i know i m selffish but a tiny little wish from me =)

2006-12-31T15:09:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

A BRAND NEW YEAR FOR 2007

Wat my revolution haha i really don know anyway of cos to be happy and ppl around to be happy too

I hope i can improve my english more as always cos don have a communicatioin barrier with ppl or colleagues , friends or ect ......

The last day of 2006

The shit begin

This afternoon a volunteer come to my house knock for charity while i watch kid central when i get up the floor he speak miss miss wat the f*** lah then he just apologize to me LOL is about tsumani things anyway i just help them i donate like $10 . When i went talk to my brother he laugh at me lah wat the hell lor i doing a gd deed okie then he said is not about that then is shouted girly face i so angry lor wth i got so piss and i call for mum and mum just cant be bother i very sad until go back and watch my kid central hai wat the hell is that for get luagh for nothing he will get it when the time come !!!!!!

Hope the new 2007 i will be more handsome LOL wat kind of shit is this anyway look doesnt matter is how yr inner beauty goes so i will mediate more to have a gd soul LOL OKie wish my family will be happy and no worry and i wan to be a gd guyz will be more help in the house lah cos i too lazy to do house work cos everytime have to let my mum nag at me then i will do this is not gd :( Okie gtg liao bb all

2006-12-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

HAHA Air Gear rock ringo chan rocks and ikki too i love those two character LOL funny face is draw over there haha don know why somehow i want to fly when i read that manga i want to fly where there is something call freedom i'm serious i don want to be burden of worry and thought in my mind i really wish i don think and i will start to feel this sorrow .... Take to where there is no worry only happiness HAHA i getting sick seriously finally get to contact with my god korkor LOL i'm very happy when someone willy to chat with me ... Guess i just so lonely after all LOL hitori de

Yeah manage to help ky feel happy yet got scold for being stupid LOL brother said y u want to help ppl when u don know how to do i also don know maybe if i help him he will be happy ? But still have to thanks my brother for helping LOL

I have alot of friends but yet alot of them forgotten about me i feel really sad is this y a words is created "good bye" Anyway tomorrow going out with friends i happy ... And got plan with my god kor kor that if i finish exam i will meet up and go fish farm LOL i don know cos actually today he ask me to go out but i cant make it hehe cos quite busy with stuff ^^ okie time to bed been using com for so late cos going be home late okie gdnite ~

2006-12-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Afew more hour is christmas rofl hehe i really nothing to blog just wish everyone a Merry Christmas may wish come true hope kuanyi, you loon , godwin , indera , jane zhi wei ,val , polo , ter etc ... too long to list lah sorry for my lazy Hope their dream come true =)

2006-12-22T10:59:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

CHRISTMAS IS COMING rofi yeah i really cant hope sister brother go out together have fun with mum and dad i think we going get restricted T--T anyway having plan to do anything but it is really addictive to cabalonline yesh once again i have learn mone element festival the coolest spell for wizard WAHAHAHA cos only female character will look cool i don feel like the male character will do that cooler my character rocks !!!!!! my brother said how come u lvl so fast i said cos i strong wat of cos lvl fast hahah he reply ya right -_- ....

Mum cook tia yun one peanut and seasume i love peanut the most anyway i only to eat one of the peanut cos brother took too much when i play cabal and luagh at me lah i very sad with his luagh i know what he MEAN >:E

I want to to buy christmas cards so i really hope my friends will go out with me and i can give them a christmas card okie got to go

Santa can i have a galaxy for my present :D

2006-12-19T19:44:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Havent been update i'm been very happy playing my cabalonline but ky wasnt alot of shit happen untill the 2nd day of cabal very sad lah .... lvl 41 really very happy wizard is lvl fast but need gd gear my goal is to have element festival yeah then i will be the coolest shit hehe for the past day go out with friends it is been cool haha walking around talking chanting all the way isn't it great making life so simple hai really wish life will be like that no school no work no nothing get money nothing to do anything haha that is wat i call life ... =)

2006-12-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Today slept alot cos it is saturday love sleeping cos i'm lazy really hope someone to call me out but no ... Sometime i feel staying too long make me feel very lonely don know y maybe all my family member gone out having their own things to do bah ...

Something have happen and some many changes be done and there is thing also remain unchange life is full with up and down sometime makes ppl feel down. I been thinking wat am i going to do in christmas i really no ideal i really wish i can sing christmas song in christmas ever since i was a child but that never come true till now cos my family don celebrate christmas ... Wat i wish the most is walking in christmas in orchard cos beautiful decoration are make there looking at the shining bulbs and tiny and cute bulb and christmas tree mades me feel so happy like i'm in a story where my fantasy begin ... Because they are too beautiful that make a big hummony i don know y wat christmas tree come about some how i still remember ky send a flash christmas drawing too bad com format and gone and jane gave us a chrismas card where indera , sabes and me receive seriously that is the first time i ever receive a christmas card so how i really feel happy and contented I feel that is it really for me haha she wrote remember to help her do the project lah so funny lor. And there is time when we went to ky house celebrate christmas haha that is really fun where everyone crowd together where every laugher turn to be a memory for us to shared ... Eventually i realize myself did i myself really did anything to make other happy hmm i really don know ... Somehow i feel that time really passes and this is the last sem where we maybe will be the last chance to be together cos everybody makes new friends so there is a chance that they will be with them somehow makes me feel sad but i cant run away from fact ... Anyway still a long way till chrismas i really looking forward wat is going to be at night in orchard cos i don know how it is going to be like . haha a very emo post today anyway most of my post is emo ...Okie go to bed nitez

New year is coming soon too =)

2006-12-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesterday is a great day where kuanyi ,khai youg , val , godwind and polo went out play arcade it's been a week everyone going out haha as usually ky,val and me play drum only other like look for their own game and play haha but for execption polo also play it is funny la where he's cocky come along haha. I want to learn to play the kof and learn some cute character like momoko, dou lon a guy character but i want to learn more about anthena my fav character and kula i want to use cool combo so to kill makiya the final boss hate him everytime use the pink project keep shooting until cant even go near him -__- |||.

Common test is coming and holiday have started project need to hand up soon omg i very worry and y cabalonline is not official open yet wait for so long liao T-T Till the next spring where flower start to bloom =)

2006-12-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

It is tuesday yeah tomorrow no school but still have to go out quite happy cos maybe watch moive cos it is maybe only !!! Wanted to watch happy feet as my sister said it is very funny and cute so i will like to want cos i love comdey show haha but not too profound english untill i don understand lah ....

School is kind of fun cos i have 2 hrs break going to arcade haha but also kind of stress cos alot of work to do i like cant even breath la anyway i play kof and i lose to the final boss very sad but happy at least reach to the last stage lor then is drum play two time only cos abit sian cos i always play the same song and cant get an 'A' lor very sad i play the stupid hammer game damn childish la ask indera and ky to play with me no body help lor all like walk away sia !!!! Maybe they feel paisei or something haha have my dinner at s11 i love hong kong mee but s11 one is not as good as the attachment place i eat so quite sad lor i miss the food there !!! Wish one day have the time can bring my friends and having lunch over there hehe but i know they sure don want lor .... Having java lesson after this it is like damn funny cos abit slack everybody like taking answer from other ppl la all slacker see ky , rahim , junnis LOL anyway i also din manage to finish so in the end take a copy of work also .... I think i will try out in my own com when i feel i want to try to finish the java work in one week i hope i can just that common test is next week and tons of project is waiting for me wat to do ? Some how i think wat will i do after my nyp i really don but i want to continue study hehe if not i will go out and work liao ... One more last thing MUM & DAD bought a new TV a flat TV damn nice screen got bigger is like COOL~~ and my dad like showing off like that ._. to us ? Anyway the stupid sister and me was figuring how to operating the blue screen and got struck like 10 - 20 min in the end we manage to know how to operate first word come out from my house when i step in the house i said wow got new TV ar seen when papa mama so rich sia mum said not rich can not buy tv meh haha so happy got NEW TV haha forget to tell u that the old tv spoil liao cos when turn on have to wait like 30 min or more to turn on the tv la mama is very angry with it when she cathing her show haha so we have been using the small tv for the past week ... it is like bad since the sound system is really bad haha okie i have to go liao bb

2006-12-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

My memory starting to fade and i don know y i cant remember alot of thing that i do in the past wat is wrong .... those have been with me for so long those promises i made ... wat to do

2006-11-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Today at home having been sleeping very long until 2 pm ++ cos don want to wake up drag drag until my mum start scolding LOL have been really temp to play this online game ky told me cabal online it is really cool i see the moive clip it is damn cool everyone character get to change to battle mode it is cool got combo also got spell caster it is the damn cool one ... but i don know the game going to be like silkroad online or not cos like look can be deceiving ... plus i want to try in euro theserver cos got 7 day trial but only for euro only sian .... i found this clip from youtube is showing all the skill from wizard class i love the girl character is pretty by the way some how i think girl character from wizard class is more cool la the cloth for guyz is like not that cool anyway i like the bg song the song is nice

2006-11-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I'm so sick today just like a half dead omg i feel like sleeping where ever i go actually don want to come but for the real time lab so i have to come but come out to be a meanless one cos having a technical problem with the axis file the lab is cancel la have to do it next week kind of regret coming skip NE is a great choice cos sick go also no use ... if ppl around me sick don blame me cos i try my best already not to spead virus i keep cover tissue over my mouth even i talk ... alot of funny things happen in IT management and johnny he is funny la bastard is almost equal to ky haha nothing to said .... i really don wish to come to school tomorrow but still have too if not mum will said only a flu only need to have MC not to go to school ... That all today i want to sleep liao i have upload a piano song it is cool from ff 7 is from take a guess ppl who play ff 7 sure knows . So gd nite have a peace music bring u through a silent night =)

2006-11-18T15:20:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Seriously I think i make a big mistake of blogging that last night that i also embrass ky too i never thought of that cos i really think my blog as a diary for myself so i will just write things in there how i feel things but honestly ky isnt that a bad person after all maybe sometime ky sometime he do bad things to me but he also have been nice to me just that yesterday was not in a good mood that i type those things ... After ky talk to me i really feel really bad for myself maybe things maybe bad but u have to face the problem face to face not just running away and keep it silently . Maybe i took things abit too seriously plus low esteem make the suituation worse ... Anyway it is just a misunderstand that all i can said i have to said sorry to ky cos i shouldnt be blogging that to annouce something that ky is just joking that make him into a devil anyway he is but maybe u have to know yrself not just a side story i just said once again ky is a nice person after all ....

2006-11-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Seriously today is the worse of my day at the morning when ky and godwin talk about pony cos i don unserstand wat is pony i asked godwin and ky started shaking his head and said u are 21 years old u don even know wat is pony is !!! I really terrible feel humiliated i know my english is weak but you don have to said that seriously maybe u are joking but to me it is like a big impact so sad saiding me all kind of bad things i really very tired and sad wat tian zing face , ugly maybe i was wrong for disturbing you but truely enough will ppl really make this kind of joking to make the three girls behide me for a joke cant a ppl learn to repect ppl but in the end i still apologized to him maybe i was wrong maybe i take his mac chicken press he burger abit cos he struggling me some how but sometime i don know wat to do ... words can be so destructive to someone who have low self esteem like me

2006-11-16T08:15:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Having weird dream is almost every night for me so thing must kind of hard i should said so the dream is about school it is a very weird school with rollercoaster and with big coffee shop it's weird ppl i can remember is indera , jane , khan yong,dt things get weird that indera manage to speak chinese omg it is funny la we did ride the rollercoaster it is cool but ppl just fly off and they never get hurt after that don know y seem they are enjoying and suddenly han ming appear and he dress like professional and said like it is 6.30 let go play badminton and everything just change to night mode and i'm outsiding the school fountain with my friends and worse is that i forget to bring my cloth that is the worse and the problem is it is so real and suddenly i heard ppl said presentation then my handphone alarm start ringing some how i want to draw wat it is in my dream since almost everyday my dream is so weird Haha .... currently i learn perspective it is really hard but very fun don know y just like programming but sometime really get mad cos just cant get things right anyway i have to go bb

2006-11-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I don know why after i awake and eat my dinner and after i awake and drink cup of water and after i awake and read my manga and after i awake i feel so movitated don know why some how i plan something LOL

But before all that the worse thing have happen i accidental change my everything to the new blogger beta shit is becase of the after awake curse shit now i don know going to be happen i hope things will turn out right omg

2006-11-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesterday watch grudge 2 with indera and jane it is okie but i prefer the japanese it is more detail and more scary the english one is not gd i just want to exprience how is the differences but i did anyway sometime did scare me LOL jane said it is scary she hug indera and she said next watch horror moive must ask indera cos he nice to hug ... after that we walk around PS and went home it is fun .

Just now just read fruits basket chapter 131 the last volume and i always love that manga just that have been stop buying cos i have to wait and i never catch it like alot of months and i now started reading by dl and i feel really touch and sad but i knowthe endding is going to be happy one and explain how the the 12 animal and the cat involve it is really touching i not going to detail. As i read the manga i remember it was so long ago like 1st year of NYP when i told my friends i read fruits basket they said it is gay i don really think so if u like love novel i think u will really appricated it alot anyway it not all about love it also include friendship and some realtily some part of it really reflect me alot and some how it like i in the story so that is why i like to read it. No matter wat fruits basket is the best manga that i ever read that all .... i hope the faster finshed the manga but the subber have to sub for that some i have to wait for chapter 135 and 136 ....

2006-11-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

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Today is boring day so i don know wat to blog so i really like crapping in my blog sry about that wat is the most happen is yesterday bah it is really cool saw ter dancing LOL seriously the show is nice plus listen some song from the singer it is okie cant really touch me so is just okie ... But wat is interesting is i took bus 74 reach hougang and wanted to take taxis but in my 2nd thought i want to walk home haha it is loong but just go a feeling of walking the road that i used to walk in my sec school and walking under the dark sky let me really feel abit lonely but not just feeling very new i like that kind of feeling lonely yet not .... from puggol to rivermall i think about how many km haha reach home around 1.30 plus plus mum like scolding me y so late then i tell her din manage to get the last bus LOL then she let me go if not i will never end sad lor ..... and today school is okie quite funny but boring you loon going for presentation that is cool ppl who wer formal that just look cool no matter wat la plus a neat tie bussiness man liao plus indera din come to school cos check up LOL haha ... alot of gd and bad happen but it's going to be a better day tomorrow gd nite

2006-11-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Today i really do something i practice my drum finally this is the first time i really practice so alot of thing i don know omg i think this time i kind of worry and my brother dl a song that i wanted so much and finally finished it is from drummania i going to put in my blog i like her voice very sweet ...

2006-11-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

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Today finally finish my presentation and i don know i did well but some of my friends said okie and some said no so i did like to said okie i did myself i really stand up of my neviousness some how i think i improve abit for presenting not like last time i feel abit happy actually i hate presentation have to talk loud and face alot of ppl i kind of shy and afaid ppl will look down on me i think i really low self esteem ... that y i cant really cant make things right seriously ....

On the way to db alot of things going on see my friends joking around lauging talking crap and on and on and on okie ky said i'm a acquaintance to him so how maybe it is a joke but don sound like a joke i seem to be sad and yet to know the truth feel like tear droping yet not some how i remember something sad they come out my mind it is so depress me. I think i will forget it and get over it.

Once again back to drum lesson it is kind of fun today playing with it and mess up every little note teacher keep looking me and i know i mess up alot of things some how very bad shown that i din practice some how i kind of lazy .... okie worse of the worse is that i spend about 1.30 hr to reach home and that is hell long .... okie that all for today

i think if thing have to go mean it have to go i really don want to hold it tight i need some space for myself to breath i want to said ty for everything =)

2006-11-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesterday java lesson is great and easy one though wat i love the most of this sem is programming other than that sux okie school start very late yesterday morning and got some complaint "sad but true case"

JUst have to forget this worse moment that i have ...

Today fail to give the presentation slide to shawn and i doing now LOL call jane for help but in the end i was just thinking how am i going to start i so tire some more ky call me to go watch movie with val , polo , godwin and he said is okie sure can i don believe u cos everybody is different i know myself too well i don have a gd memory and i don speak well so i have to work hard to get a gd presentation so i have to do it well by today okie have to start working hard okie that all i will stop now bb

2006-11-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I have upload a song kiss me goodbye from ff12 singer is angela aki her voice is beautiful i like it alot i have her album it is cool really the song i love the most is this love and home and other she sing and compose her own music with piano but not kiss me goodbye it's from Uematsu Nobuo

lyrics

You say my love is all you need to see you through
But I know these words are not quite true
Here is the path you’re looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore
Go, if you must move on alone
I’m gonna make it on my own
Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Won’t shed a tear, for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality
As time goes by I know you’ll see this of me
I loved enough to let you go free
Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky
Kiss me good-bye, love is mystery
All of my life, I’ll hold you close to me
Won’t shed a tear, for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality
Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
You put the dream in my reality

2006-11-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

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Finally blog days just past like hour glass once again now is 4 nov so fast cant really feeling the happen round me quite sad but it is real. So happy my mum is back from oversea so i would be lonely at home at night cos my sister come back home late brother go ns father working night shift most the time so leaving me alone sometime is really boring and feel lonely so see my mother i so happy plus i really miss her.

Saturday what i wake up is that i have to hand up the comm skill ICA one sian like have to be on time but in the end i'm late as usaully hope shawn wouldnt be get mad LOL . Sitting at home doing nothing i mean really nothing but at least i manage to draw something but in the end the drawing was in the mess so nvm too many thing to touch up. So how i been thinking about my further i really kind of worry really what i'm going to do after NYP i know NS but after sure i want to go to U of course but with my english standard do u think i can ?? SO i have to study for my english plus don want my friends making fun of my english .... Some how life is so tiring have to learn so many many things so time i really want to be a bird just run away from reality it is too realistic in this world see ppl around me changing and ppl that trying so hard to be other and ppl talking back toward ppl i think sometime just give ppl a chance i don believe that there is 100% good and 100% bad i'm sure everybody have a good and their bad side so pls just at least give them a chance!!

Life is simple but some how when ppl grow they just see things more complicated ...
I wish i can be a bird that can fly place to place a where we call paradise where only joy and laughter

2006-10-26T08:46:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Have a new template from blogger just a tempt one for now added some new link and ready to blog for new things

Currently sad,restless and not movitated maybe my school sux wat i learn is not interesting at all

Okie i will stop here by then hope everyone is fine takecares

2006-09-27T15:57:00.001+08:00

Dear blog

So sad one more week to end my holiday my slacking and fun playing badminton day LOL plus mahjon and drum lesson of course yesh okie actually it is also not so bad to go to school to learn more things and to see my friends how is everyone doing cuirrently don go msn cos i not going to chat i playing games so wat is it for when i not chatting and sign in haha rubbish logic from me Okie later going for badminton again haha like we going be pro So funning next time i going to aim at ppl and head shot them haha kidding all the word are "fun"- "ction" okie see ya will blog again and having do my new layer out okie

2006-09-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

2006-09-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Finally have a Update but a short one i'm currently having a slacking day through out my days nothing to do that is call bored anyway planning to change layout and update the links of my friends.Today actaully have a badminton but have a headache then don want to go when i have headache i will get moody.

Okie nothing to do so currently playing nothing and downloading hero 5 to play hope it is going to be and i really looking forward cos another few hours it is down take about almost 5 to finish.

That i stop here Bye Looking forward for my drum lesson tomorrow wish me gd luck hope teacher don pick on me and i will have a great time YEAH BANZAI

2006-07-31T09:39:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

I going to blog my day on saturday ya it is fun cos we have a chalet birthday party of my ite friends ya that is great cos my friends is there and best is rui and wei jun is there too so that is really fun LOL

My friends and i ate alot until cant take in anymore it is so cool to meet them that havent see them for a long time =) . We did alot alot of things me i chatted until 6am ++ with wei jun LOL we talk about ghost story and alot alot until i dare not to go pee XD the sad things is that desmond has the free ticket to escape but i cant go cos have to visit my grandmum anyway it is fun and we having a class chalet from our nyp don know what will turn out be cos there going to be alot of ppl that i don know but hope it will turn out gd =) and that's all

2006-07-25T09:05:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

It will be a gloomy day for me i guess didnt sleep well yesterday night don know y too like something keep waking me up .... Worse of the worse i forget to eat my breakfast to keep me heki through the day but anyway i going to start doing my asp.net cos got everything planned wat is going to like.

Yesterday we did watch some moive with godwin, ky , franics , seetho , robin , dary yup a comdy i will said i will rate it at 3/5 story line is okie comdy is funny so just great

Have been quite busy with my stuff in school and kind of stress too . Don wat to handle ppl in my lab sometime really don wish to talk but anyway i should just move on another 5 more weeks to go to holiday i going to miss the asp.net computer it is so fun playing with code as for lab mate yesh they are funny friends ..... But MOst of all i miss my classmate friends the most how are u guyz doing !!!! I'm doing great got bully by my labmate everyday it is worse of the worse but quite used to it liao JUst JoKIng>:

Okie GoTtO Goo liao

I'm looking forward for my last sem it is going to be a big challenge i think cheers

2006-07-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

It is sunday night so boring at home lazy to study lazy to go online and chat just sit at home and play gro actually i plan to get alot of thing in gro like :

ghostring card
golden thief bug card
Mail breaker
Evil druid card
and having all my armour ++ to 8 or 9
Get a assainn cross
Get a stalker
Get a Professor
Get a Priest
Get a Alechmist
Get a pala or lord knight

Yup alot of character it is seen to be going to take hell long but it is better botting no life as i like to said.

Today rui can to my house and make some thing he com having a problem and his sister have to rush her project it is going to be a big problem if he cant get his com solve he look the same and my sister making joking with him LOL omg anyway day really pass fast ... Monday Blue sian

Tomorrow going to school ya gong to be boring doing same work sian see hypocite and more sian it is better to be straight forward than backstab bah LOL anyway it is going to be a better than i guess ...

Aimlessly and lifelessly

2006-07-14T11:29:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

yesh it is the 6 week of my fyp it is like boring now i really don know wat to do lor so sian ler the past weeks is really fun cos got quite afew tasks to do lor so i'm happy with it cos will not like hanging around that is like wasting time rather go home and play my ragnarok lor sian okie i have to stop here

2006-07-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

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A big good morning , I havent been blogging for a long time cos i 'm lazy . Yes this morning val bought some snacks to school , she bought them from thailand . And Alex manage to come to school early .

vaL rawks! ((:

NOthing to said cos i'm very stress cos of my ASP.net anyway done quite a few thing but still have alot of things to do okie gtg

2006-06-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

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I'm been thinking who are my friends and who are just a classmate i really don know.Toward of life there is too many path to choose i don know which one to go to really . My friends told alot of things about friends they maybe right and maybe not cos that is only wat she think .When time is bad u alway look at the negative point and when u happy u alway look for the positive point and mood can really play a big role in our life i think as for me i alway go on my mood play doing work chatting wat ever is depending on my mood it is a really bad habit i know but i still trying to get over it .

i don wish my friends can stay beside me always cos they also have their own life to play with just that i hope when i need them they will just be around giving me a big support and i also hope i will do my part too cos a really important role of being role helping each other just like family .In there is too many thing to compare i don want to give a big trouble to think over it cos friendship is part of our life as in study , life time , carrer we need friends just like a family when we are outside we need friends no matter wat when we at home we depend on family that all i can said . My friend thinking corrupted some how don how come she have become like that time and environment change her when we are ite she is very cherrful girl but now she totally change i don know wat to do but i chat with her and try to cheer her up as a friend can do and that all i can do the rest is up to herself really . Tomorrow is going to be a better day

2006-06-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog

Yup has been lazy not been blogging haha maybe i too busy and maybe i'm leaving the blog alone ... ya blog only when i nothing to do and lonely and to share thing to my friends and i know no ones really read my blog but still know maybe one or two will right =X

In my FYP some how it really fun cos i get to meet new friends in my lab my lab is 434 there is only 7 ppl but those ppl they are awesome funny really we laugh mostly everytime and we msn each other when we are free cos my lab only have 7 ppl not many haha we have val she is a very funny person she alway make fun of me wat loverboi LOL when ever i step in the lab i see her very hardworking typing the keybroad in the MSN i always said she very hardworking she know wat i mean LOL , geraldine she is also funny the way she talk is very funny don know y she like to joke around everytime with val and peggy , peggy u should know she is kind of quiet but actually not when time to be funny she is not losing anyone XD , and han min our leader that is wat val call her i also don know he like to make fun of the girls one i always disturb him when i'm free cos nothing to do alex he someone i don really talk much cos he alway just listen and laugh he is funky person last one is a girl i know her name just that i don know how to spell lol she don talk much she is quiet and so diao lor so six of us add each other msn and we chat among each other since we cant really talk in the lab but when we talk outside there will be alot of laugher going on not only that i also meet up with godwin , franics , youloon , ding yao , wk , xin wen and have lunch together those ppl is funny too hehe felt happy better than attachment like no one talk to you so lonely msn ppl and ppl said i always msn the person sian f off man such annoying person anyone dont feel like talking to that ppl .One more indera have a very smart haircut ler jane said he very handsome wor haha yup yesterday was indera birthday you loon , jane and me go out together and celebrate it is really really fun a unforgetable day i play drum like hell shit long time nv play but i not going to touch that anymore wanted to watch omen one but don have the time slot call ppl watch ppl also undecisive sian one person don want make everything all crush sian hai other time bah maybe we watch in ang mo kio near our school but i don want to bom lesson ... too bad anyway i feel lucky to have my friends around me a big thanks for ppl always talk to and shared alot of laugher with me arigatou ne =D

2006-06-02T13:10:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog

GIGIGI is friday my 2nd last day yahoo so happy and i doing nothing watch school rumble episode 25 hehe funny sia when i see youtube put there as all yr video belong to us anyway doing nothing so blog also will be lame yup about the dumples yesh they taste great and i mean it when it is hot then u can really taste the rice if not cold liao the rice will be kind of hard so which one u prefer white one or not the brown one my fav is brown so all my dumples my mum make is brown and neighbour also give us dumples too haha but they give is WHITE so too bad but taste okei la cos it is not BROWN DE . OKie somehow i have do some bad to my com again i'm sorry nothing to do so i keep installing alot of software in here and somehow the com keep hanging like haning a cloth haha lame i have install mugen and when while i finsh the com detected virus lucky got norton if not die liao anyway wat is mugen mugen mean unlimited it is a game software where u can insert alot of game character in the game that is damn cool actually it is quite old game cos nothing to do so just play along with okie back to the mugen i download quite afew character like dragon ball Z =_= and street fighter , X-men , kof and more so going to be quite lame but i think it is okie . Okie next time i will post some printscreen to you haha MAYBE.

Yah today also a day where all my friends finish their FYP and IAP too so hope they enjoy their last day and i going FYP sound interesting . BUt i don know where i posted ? In my IAP i learn quite a few things about my company .... anyway is the colleagues told me one about our boss too many things but nothing to do with me just now the company faster close down hahaha evil me jk hope they get wat they want XD okie have to go lor pupupu .

2006-06-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesh mummy make alot of dummples i love dumple that are my favourite ever since when i'm small but cant eat too much cos not gd for health and we don eat often too only for the festival that y i like it alot Saw my mum hanging the dumples at the kitchen last night hehe sure taste very nice one got salted egg york and chest nut and pork and mushroom dried prawn wow yummy yummy go home must eat two make me so hungry now heard from jane that the attachment for those fyp is ready and already been told yesterday don know wat they got but hope something gd don work saturday it is the worse i hate it so much okie i go off lor

2006-05-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

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Yesh i got a invitation from my ite friend mei xiu she sms to a birthday party where there will be with my old ite friends and her friends of course hehe don will be fun or not havent see her like 5 months already that is damn long but nvm get to see her soon.

Ya got to give my supervisior for the elvaution form for my IAP feedback anyway it is going to be a gd one cos i din do any bad thing and i got to fax it to my LO and i saw wat comment she give me i so happy cos she put me as excellent hehe no doubt =X

Actually i don really like her that is the fact and i have to work like siao for her that is the wat i suppose to be doing so i'm just been doing wat i suppose to do so it is necessary lor. Don know how my furture work going to like hope it is no as this one i work have to work satuday that is damn sian i don want ... another 3 more to end my IAP i going to miss so have my colleague and the food and stall aunties too they are nice to me so i will miss them Hope they takecare i will give a gd farewell before i go so it is going to be okie actually here is not so bad just that alot of thign crush here crush there wat the most is saturday have to work =___= if like other friends that no need to work saturday it is going to be like heaven to me really sian alot of work but really don want to do slack all the way from morning to now i watch school rumble again but through youtube freaking speaking lucky i have youtube if not i don know how i going to spend my time cos i don talk in the office cos it is rude ... anyway i have to go liao Still no ideal about my blog layout still planning anyway design layout okie hope it is going to be a nice day for me .

2006-05-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yup a Big good afternoon just have a early lunch yesh i don like to have early lunch cos the rest of the hr have to spend it quite long like 2 pm lunch will be great for me cos reach office at 3 will be like another 3 hr can go home lor this week is going be great cos i don have to work for next week yeah ~~

Actually today not a gd day cos it is monday blue everyone who work will know even a newcome also know that actually i learn that from her yes her name is call mie ink wow she live at jurong that is totally far from here don y also want to work here sad case for her but she said just want to get experience okie lor up to u ...

Got alot of shit work today i really don want to do ask me to check email address of the website from a big file folder he said important but that not convincing enough for me if important than u do it yr own la pls i have frontpage to do .|. sian 1/2 i only manage the first half of it . Anyway i just a attachment student so i cant complaint just have to do it hope i can finish by today but too much ler also very sian lucky still can watch video if not my attachment day will be like hell okie have to go now bb

2006-05-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

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Yup sunday a unsaully day for me to blog it is too boring so i blog actually want to play dota with ky and yl but don want to some how i think it wasnt as fun as used to be just like other game cos they are different it and i am too yup actually did went out with ky , yl and franics too we went to bugis that is ky said one cos they have something to buy don know wat it is call also ... in then end ky ask us to watch moive X-men 3 actually want to objection one but we also nothing to do also so join along haizzz the outing is okie everything is fine a joke with acrade as always sian y am i the one getting the acrade girl if u don want then don push to me la pls i only joking once or twice you guyz don always joking with me like so serious it is getting annoyying somehow .. The show is okie not interesting but i will rate it in 7/10 or mabye 6.5 story has abit change from cartoon but i think is okie ... as usually ppl talking about dota and more that i so out of the circle anyway is okie just like last time then wat is the meeting for is just want to know how they are doing that all .... Yes ppl change i seem to be changing i seem to take things easier last time i always seem to take that friends have to share alot of things together but now not really cos know them make me change cos they don really share alot of things with me so i think it is okie ... do u guyz remember ky said that blogger only for girl and yet ky still blog XD somehow i think that is funny anyway i don really care but that time he really said something very annoyying sissy boi u go hell now u are a sissy boi bastard it is okie to be alone =)

2006-05-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Currently very sick swt i cant really think want to take a leave but better don i think having fever soon cos i have flue , sore throat sure have fever one that is i have my fever ..... Some how 1 more week yesh and sunabouzu don know tonight got show or not seem to be like yesterday last epds ler okie i go do my work lor

2006-05-24T10:04:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog

Morning It is Wednesday a great day for me can have a nice night watch artcentral hehe cant wait i watching anime through youtube so i can at least spend some time haha actually got thones of work for me to do but too many liao lor see liao i also no mood to do they wanted me to check and configure the web counter =__= there is about few hundred site to do A - Z some more have to add link through those website haizzz hope i can finish before i leave then will finsh okie off to watch anime lor ja ~

2006-05-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

Just for fun

Yup my ulta singer tomiko my fav suki suki daisuki

SHe look great right omg she is from do as infinity band but got disband and solo now looking forward for her new single flower hope it going to turn out great =)

2006-05-23T10:33:00.000+08:00

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Yesh yesterday night have a great day hehe my brother get a new CPU all new gcard 7800 yahoooo ~~~ hehe i think 2gb of ram memory and more hehe cant wait to use the new com and new montior and keyboard and more yeshh yup of cos we have someone to help use is andy our friends hehe secondary school friends =) long time din see him lor like 3 months lor hehe i told next time go eat sushi together haha i alway talk about eat to him haha he is not fat just that u will not get fat that all swt|| he came to my house in my sister room and do the CPU of cos he follow my bro to buy the part cos i was working damn it so din get to have fun haha it is nice to be together with andy XD yup my brother treat him lunch and dinner my brother very rich woh 0_0 yup bro bought alot of burger home and i have some for supper we chat about 4 hr in my sister and talk about alot alot of things and all kind of shit that make me laugh i think only i the only the one laughing bah i'm lame havent been such happy for quite afew day and that really cheer me up hehe play dota can load very fast and play silkroad also play ro don need to said and play my 02jam also hehe yesh i think we talk until like 12.30 am and he went home cos of my sister haha and i have to go bed cos today have to work okie that all cheers =)

2006-05-22T10:19:00.000+08:00

Just for laugh
The cute little swan

2006-05-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yup is a New week IT IS MONDAY =) How is everyone doing fine i hope so cos 2 more week to FYP now my colleague had left the resign lor her name is jacnet she going to hong kong next week cool~ So interviewer section will still on so have to deal with that very sian ....

Currently have download a very lame game is call silkroad and 02jam okie silkroad is lame as u will know when u played the skill is cool just that the monster is lame and boring i going to uninstall that waste my time and 02jam jut started that so currently will be fine ...

yesterday is a fine day for me nothing special so zero ````

2006-05-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog

It is saturday lor day really go really fast how is my friends doing as always boring day have alot of things to do haiz i want to slack pls let me slack jut for one da pls haha have to another two front page swt not yet design them yet die la nothing inspire me lor how to design STRESS i want try to play with red white and light blue for my new blog layout so just wait i hope they will be great but just for the fun of burning my time. Practicing of my design cos my design really sux T_T some how reading some of my friends blog they are talking about future hmm actually when i was small i never dream of career staff i only want alot alot of money so i can buy alot of candy and a big house to life and have a fun life where i can have a arcade in my house too haha but they will not come true one lor. hmm wat can i said currently i think is okie as for my working base i really don know but i have to be a webdesigner cos this is only way out we have to be flexible sometime last time i want to be networker but after poly study about networking hell no it is like no life but practically it is fun but not my type as to be in this info com course is not my wish is my teacher said this course going to have a bright future so take it swt and here i am .... Somehow have a feeling of i'm walking aimlessly i hate it like in the end u have nothing. Hmm i going to contiune study of course hehe i look so old lor after ns don know how i will look haha maybe i will get a freelance job for web site hehe sound quite fun okie i have to go.

Now things have been done that cant be change
we have to do is to move on
i don want to stop here
cos i want to catch up with time and ppl
Regret i know there will be
Any everyone has one before
So is okie
Now step forward
And Go
Reach out for the sky

2006-05-19T13:12:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Today found something is my fav VaN ToMikO in the show i don know call wat and her new single PV omg i like her alot =3 and it is my fav always u guyz got to catch watch it hehe only ppl who like japanese pop haha no harm watching right haha anyway u will not undesrtand though =P . Something more about tomiko kawai ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yU_VNxQPTDk

2006-05-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

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Its thursday another one more day to the weekends so happy =) so i can meet up with my friends again hehe yup today have a moive with my friends its been a long time maybe about 2 week din get to see them how they are doing i don know but they look great i guess my colleague is leaving in this week yup the girl that everyday company to lunch maybe after that a new staff will be joinning the company hope faster end this attachment it is like hell when u are tired and sian also cant take nap =( . I did something bd in my company com omg but i leaving so i don care haha so evil but it is a small matter they can fix it in no time .

I been wondering how is of new sem going to be just like the past as we go out together hmm some how i don really thing so i think from last sem that is going to be the last our whole class going out together liao new is all different cos our time table will not be the same so mixing new friends and some friends and that is life ppl have to accecpt changes cos we growing up meeting different kind of ppl different kind of exp and different of enviroment that will change a person . Some how make me seem sad we cant still young and childish forever and nothing in the world is forever so we have to buck up and teasure every thing when we have i think everyone know that some how i really think that is really meaningful to me my past young day arent that wonderful and i not going to said it to anyone =X anyway hope today going to be fun day ...

The good time that we have is been remember
All those promises we vow will remain
The laugher we have will shines
As we walk through our days

2006-05-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Some how i feel to live is a miracle like you wouldnt know wat is words , how birds fly how there is family friends and many more so we hve to treasure yr time more whenu still got the youth to do so if not everything will be late cos when u started to get old thing will not be the same hehe some how poetry is get so famous in blog i planning to plan how i feel how my day in poetry will that be nice but my english is so suk so i will try make it as simple as possible so hope i got the time to compositie it lor

2006-05-15T09:53:00.000+08:00

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It is a new week of the first day haha later going to tell you wat have happen the past two day haha saturday meet up with my ite friends after i work hehe that is so fun actually only me and wei jun cos rui have something turn up in the end only left me and wei jun we went around the dobe got haiz sorry about my english we went to sp play arcade walk round and play silkroadonline in the lan shop that is really really fun playing online with a friend beside that really different from when u play at home haha i having a lot of fun i choose a girl character cos the male character design is so shit we started to play at 3pm plus waiting for the queue and at first we cant register for account and our desperatness is so overwhelm that we go to another lanshop for interent access to register cos we cant register an account over there we was laugh all the way when we was talking how crazy we are !!! In the end i get my brother to register for the account and he get his friend to register and we play from 3.40+ to 8.30 and i still remember my lvl is at 8 and his is 9 cos i keep dying when i was talking to him and we was like laughing at each other yes he tank me when i play cos i getting a int build character but i going to recreate it again cos he said got spellcaster one but like don have swt haha anyway after that we went to the new cinema that is so cool very big and beautiful the place is amazing is the best shopping center i seen i love it have to go there and watch a moive plan to watch voice with my friend one but he said why pay money to scare yrself lol i luv horror show =P but in the end we didnt watch
we went for a dinner and when home .

Sunday

haha it is a boring day lor i was playing ro as usual want to get to lvl 90 high and start to get my bezuri card liao hehe another one then my cast rate will be damn fast and can go pvp lor happy =) and it is mother day too we went out and eat havea lot alot of food and i cook bird nest for my mum hehe =) and we bought a present to mum too hehe so the day was quite a happy day too

Today

yes this morning finally got lvl 90 hehe happy and have to start collecting quest item tonight and today a interview coming and a website of our client have runaway and not paying a single cent swt the company is rockairway and my collauedge said the new paper got the new of that lame but that is boss problem i cant do anything though so gd luck to them 3 more weeks i going back to nyp lor so happy miss the campus so much =P okie i have to go lor

2006-05-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

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Havent been blogging hehe nothing much to said u can see from my blog every time like same topic lolx like no life that is call life when u work every is the same i really make me want to go back to school and study so how miss my friends and food from the school yesterday night dream of my sec school mate lolx some how i have to call them out and have a meeting it been quite a long time havent meet out lor about 3 month lor that is too long later have a meet with my friends too is from ite hehe actually is yesterday one but they cant make it so postpone to today and some how over is rainning omg hope the rain will stop when i reach the mrt cos last long time going moive with yl,ky,st and other got all soaked wet i really hate that kind of feeling my shoes too omg i just have to said it a so not my day =( hope later will not happen hehe =) my day really goes really fast 3 more week and i going back to school =P i plan alot of things in school then but don know they will work out for me but hope they do if not i will be bore . OKie have to go now hope it is going to be a fun and happy day for me

2006-05-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

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Yup as i have done some have the changes but not yet finish actually it shoul be done by yesterday but blogger.com yesterday nothing cant login from my com and i cant even get to the home page maybe i internet got problem of ppl from other country are floatting the blogger.com so the server was ultra lag i hate it so much and i found out the the flashbox is so limited =_=;;; i perfer cbox but don know y got problem everything sian

Today got interview and ppl is coming so how their design no comment hehe my boss actually wanted a girl so said gd bye to all the guyz that call actually wanted to do is that when they call i really want to said u don need to call la my boss only want a female designer but i just cant do it cos ppl around =__= ;; like wasting other ppl time some not alot of designer call for interview but is okie lor i hope the more the better cos i can slack more hehe =) mother day coming soon liao don know wat to buy for mum but sister sure got perpare so i counting on her haha okie i gtg liao maybe by tomorrow i will get everything settle for the layout swt

2006-05-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

A very sample layout for u hehe not yet finish but going to but i going do the left over at home cos got work to do already hehe some how the layout look fine not very nice swt no tag box yet but coming soon and hope u guyz up there will give some comment to improve it now the font and colour look very sick i hate it colour totally mismatch so u guyz pls bear with it okie tonight i will finish it hehe okie gtg liao

2006-05-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

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Yesh is sunday been playing my ro whole afternoon haha yes i have become a high wizard already without botting haha is hand train hehe manage to get the card i wanted that is the coolest wizard card that everyone wanted then i own one i really spend alot alot of week to get every item that is really really taking me the whole 1 month or more to get them yup here is the pic haha :

My fav card hehe i'm going be strong done that yesterday

When i become high noice done that yesterday

When i become high wizard done it by today =)

Yup if the song is upload properly u can hear top of the world sung by carpenters yesh i manage to find this song it is so beautful and touch me when i was in the office listen play from the radio she is a talented singer life is too short for her she die at 32 that is way too young but her song have bought through the whole world i think .
have to go liao bb

2006-05-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Nothing to do half way done my front page liao but very sian no movativation XD i been looking for a song call top of the world when i listen to 90.5 FM cos my colleadgue was listening the band is call carpenters cool the girl is so tanlent i will said her voice is just beautful if anyone have the song or know where to dl pls tell it will really help me alot XD okie i got to go for lunch ler bb

2006-05-04T10:37:00.000+08:00

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You will not believe what is going on cos my colleague tell me to help him to do a front page cos he have too many front page to handle lolx omg when he told me my first reaction is omg really can i haha i really stun some how i very excited don know i try to do it well when i finish maybe i will post it here or something haha but i don know gd or not cos anotehr colleague also doing one too so our supervisior will choose which one is better so how i sure cant stand up but it is a very gd experience to start y don they give me this kind of job earlier XD okie i have to start my design and every thing to get perpare hehe so happy XD

2006-05-02T11:58:00.000+08:00

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Ya today is Tuesday day working haha boring nothing to do ler very sian by the way i went to ragnarok online site to see some interesting mob lol yup i did found some that i want to share :

Deathword //Sound like Death Note don u think

Aliza // Another alice version

Acidus_B //I like this mob alot very cool

Ferus_Female //I like this mob too but I got hitted by this mob before pain =__=

Novus_B /This mob is so cute X3

Shelter //Omg this is pretty don u think the wings and the hair but remind me of gatekeeper 21 one of the character lol

That all i found =) i know that will take long time to load haha sry XP

2006-05-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

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Ya today is a holiday get to wake up late lol that is great and life have been quite independent as i guess some how make me feel where is other ppl around me go too ... Me have been playing gro for the whole afternoon and get so nap haha ya it is kind of fun hunting for this that u want yes later i will show you some screen shots they are damn cool cos my wiz is cool haha XD after franics and kuanyi play too but they have move back to ero and i doubt they will be coming though haiz some more said want to play together swt haha nvm about those issue that arent important anymore yup here is the pic .

this is when i kill the peach tree lol and those cute yoyo on the tree got fall when they die

This pic is where i surrounded by peach trees that is scary but i have the method to get them all lol i'm strong even ky and francis cant get me haha

And tomorrow have to work so sian have to go work alone that is so boring maybe i not used to it but get alot of task to do that is really burn my time away if not i will just refresh everyone blog and start tagging that is even worse don u think so but y my tag is so quiet lol indera said my tag cant be view in school but u guyz do blog at home so pls tag or i don think my chat box is necessary anymore T__T

2006-04-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

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haha Sunday ler nothing to do look for some of my song artist pv and i fold something cool and it is by sax so cool the lady really make it really well lol i 'm really amaze 0_0 the song is actually sung by Van tomiko my fav singer her past band is do as infinity

And those japanese ppl just keep talking cant they just shut up and listen =__=||

2006-04-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

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Yes today is saturday and monday i don get to work haha that is like the happiest day for me =) nothing to said is a break !!!! Haha yah time really flies is saturday i think another month i have to said gd bye to this office actually i cant wait to go nyp again it been a long long time liao havent been eating nyp food for so long yes but they cant compare to here XD

ya been calculating when is my nyp life going to end i think about this year i think lol so fast man and this blog been with amost the time i come actually i have a blog call eboyy but forget the password liao lol ya after nyp is ns XD omg i still don know i will be a amy or police haha ...

A very strange thing happpen just now is that a fortune teller come in and tell me about my life lol gosh he said i going to be lucky omg r u kidding me yesterday i just forget to get my water bottle to work and forget to bring umbella and late to work and he said i'm going to be lucky omg 0_0 ...

He pass me a paper and tell me to write my name ,yr mother name , dob,number of yr sis and bro , yr problems , what u wish for !!
In the other while i filling in he also write something too i don know i was aware too and he tell me to write my grand father name omg i don know his name pls come he dead when u'm primary 4 like how many years already =__= and i don call my grandfather by name =_=|| so i just bullshit around lol later then he told me to write 1 to 52 okie that is weird i don know what is that too next is his turn he tell to tell me wat number i want and wat kind of flower u want okie my first number is 3 and flower is rose cos i don know alot of flower but just finish read wine blog so my first thought is roses =__=|| but guess wat he said just now wat he wrote in the paper is wat i will said out and if i'm accurate then u will be a very lucky person and i open up the paper for god sake it is really wat i just said is this kind of joke i was so surprise as not in how accurate he is but is i going to be lucky haha anyway i just pay for 10 dollar for that lol anyway just want to experience how was that so it is just a experience i just want to have fun haha my colleudge said i'm stupid spent just 10 dollar for that XD at 1 have to go home liao yes so happy i going to tell me mother for that i'm sure she will scold me one !!!!!

Fortune-teller do u believe him hmmm maybe he is good in math i think he can manage to tell me i'm virgo and i come from ox and how many bro and sis and my mum name that i wrote in the paper but he told me to fold that and i hand to him and he tear it infront me gooosh he can communicate to paper that is wati think >__< or maybe he have spirit around him that tell him wat i wrote actually he wanted to contiune but i don want to cos i think i will do thing in my way and this is my life i don need u to show me wat the path i going to go pls ...... haha i guess but it is really a gd experience

2006-04-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

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Yes now i'm working but going off soon today really havea lot of things to do but i finish them all just now feel really happy haha they give me around 326 folder of site to check for the counter link is working or not wth that is too much for me to do but i just have to do is a favour from xauier lolx have to help him cos he have alot of project to handle too anyway nothing to do though tomorrow i will upload to the domain server liao if not tomorrow nothing to do will very sian later i going bugis again lol yesterday i play kof manage to get to the final boss i think the game in easy mode lolx so easy plus i don know how to play that game all the movelist is all new one swt =_=|| ya yesterday ky was suppose to meet up but in the end have some problem then din come swt lor thought someone can go out with in the end no lol he said monday meet again lol okie we see la if monday can meet or not FIRST bah if not let me happy for nothing >_> okie i have to get pack up and go off liao ...

2006-04-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

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As again today is boring i really wish i can have a day break or something pls let me feel like i don have to do work don have to wake up early ... i went to eat lunch have dumpling noodles that is the best food in there $4 so ex but very nice alot of ppl queuing there and it is rainning all teh pigeon flying around that is scary =__= jacnet my colluedge she eat chickren rice first time i eat slower than her cos i queue to get my food for 1/2 an hour can u believe how desperate am i if anyone of my friends that is chinese pls try those it is delicious confirm u will like it ....some how feeling abit sick e__e going to have fever soon when to bugis every weekday lol nothing to do just go for fun bah if not go home also nothing to do cant use com swt din see indera ler swt i look for him at 8pm haha never see him working there lol funny sia then i just went home play dota again with ky we haev a tired i win once he win once so it is fair again it is fun i got kill by him alot of time lol so funny i run from him like crazy >_> he said me evil i not evil la pls and said want to put that in the blog omg O_O he said he will go drum tomorrow lol so happy at least got ppl to go with my and chat with if not very lonly lor =__=|| ... okie is time to go bed liao

2006-04-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

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Today was a very boring day my superivior give all of task to do but i too lazy to do i sack around go drawing and do some lineart lol the katamari i line art about 10 mins no one notice only darly & indera lol sad but is okie somehow i felt very boring and lonely somehow but i think i have to get used to it wat happen if i really get a job wat will happen to me i been wondering for a long time .i have stop playing drum quite a long time with my friend and i think he also getting sian playing drum with me but he said he will be back but that is to comfort me that all that to give me little hope i know that will never going to happen some how i still believe that will happen some other long long time bah seriouly i hate being a stupid person waiting and keep waiting i don want to feel lossing hope that sux really sux ... Time really changes a person that is so true somehow i really disappointed but i think i will get over it. Today i went bugis alone again it is so boring going alone no one to chat actually want to call my friends but i know i will get turn down one LOL i been watching ppl playing kof for quite alot of days alot of combo it is so cool . When home after that reach about 9 play dota with ky and i win him for two round haha so fun somehow this time i let him create and we -ar but it is fun even though i lag lol i think i strong that y lol no la is i lucky get strong hero (but item can counter heros !!!!) hehe he get quite afew kill cos of lag and some of mistake i play so i have to learn to be smart haha ya planning to ask them to go out for Xmen 3 don they want or not forget to past text book to sebs totally forget about report this time sure eat shit ,now then i remember die la just submit tomorrow bah.Don know how my fyp going to be i think also quite boring all the friends like not there liao that i can talk with that i can bastard with T__T sabishi desu but there is still some la yes left 5 more weeks to go for my attachment today got really annoyed ppl bluff me shit i hate ppl who are not honest i think i like ppl be straight forward then hiding behide and do another things but i do that too but rarely only for the sake of other things(so do i have the right to said others >_>!!!) i will try to change no be that kind of attuide cheer for Boku no atarashi machi . From now on i have decide something that is going to change everything that is going to happen from the past a new path for me and i have to do it by myself ....

I going to change my blog layout soon i design everything and it going to look great (i guess) anyway i going to break this green layout my working partner said my layout nice when i was browsing my blog he spy at me >_> ky have a blog and have a new layout too somehow i don know y it just look okie cos maybe those vector colours does match for me or maybe too cartoon i should said not my type of style no no is not is he don have much design he i just depending on the layout pic not the design of all his blog like font didnt he use any font pic to design come oh man u are a actist u should know wat kind of component to use to make yr art to be more presentable i don dare to said that but i hope he did read that cos maybe he can learn something or maybe he know but he too lazy to do =__= then i really have nothing to said i know i 'm straight forward but i have to be honest =__=|| sry

You are u don have to look for yrself cos u will figure out yrself one day

2006-04-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

You are u don have to look for yrself cos u will figure out yrself one day

Dear Blog

It is so boring here omg nothing to do i guess have to draw again i scare when i draw boss come see i doing nothing that is th worse =___= don want that to happen i planning to change my blog layout again so i will really look forward to design haha i know the design going to be bad but u have to practice yes wat happy event going to happen today is i going to moive don know confirm or not evertime like that so look forward in the end said they tire so it is cancel that is such a turn down T__T okie i go back work lor

2006-04-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

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havent been blogging for a damn long time my life have been fine and with new experience life to experience in this past month and have another two more month to go some how thingking how is my friends been doing i wonder ... hope they are as usuaul themself you know time really change a person i really don like those changes cos its like they are new to me. Hmm been doing my work that is sux really have to said once again lazy to write report to LO and to my supervisior i think i just quote with a sry i'm late again haha as always XD i just wish to get out of my attachment it suck have to work for 6 day that is so sick some more working alone swt go online like no one to chat swt ppl so busy i like some how left alone the feeling is worse of all that y i hate to be online maybe i'm just not that hot topic Yes thurday watch moive so happy last friday also watch moive too a scary show hehe it is not scary at all i'm watching with franics ,ky and some theirs ro mate they are girl of course if not they also will not meet them though haha jk i just join for fun and it is friday too nothing to do at home been playing gro it is kind of fun too ky and franics is leaving gro to ero liao cos their ro mate wanted them to join along as for me i have to play alone again i see ter blogging wat a surprise lol i didnt know he blog though haha thanks for informing me if not my link will be damn short okie i have to go do my work .... maybe i will contiune my story tonight bah

Life is just a story to me how interest how boring is up to you

2006-03-17T11:37:00.001+08:00

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Ya i'm working now cos of attachment haha it is boring interesting and fun too haha now abit feel so go for a blog it been a long time since i blog though so just blog . Ya it is so cool working as a website designer and flash and php haha so fun =) i love it i see my colleage they are gd that is pretty cool u know for those who going to be a webdesginer as a career haha ;P ya been thinking how is my friend do haha but they also will not care much about me though so nvm la ppl is mean wat can u do it is born with it their thinking is just too bad haha or i'm just a mean person to makes friend with haha kind of busy actually didnt sms my friends in my work hours haha but nvm bah they also never sms so we are equal i think forget about that .

I have work to do not in design site but just help them a little site to do or help up all easy task but u have to at least reach their requirement it is though and stressful haha ... okie got to go liao it is so cool

How have u all been doing guyz hope u all are having fun see ya =)

2006-03-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

2006-03-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

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today is my briefy of my attachment day IAP haha it is really cool and getting company u going .I feeling damn nervous really i don dare to said out but i'm just nervous cos i don want to get wat i don want but thanks god i go to a bizweb communication pte ltd hehe i'm so forunate i'm damn happy thanks you for the bless hehe ^^ today is a happy and disappointing day pepper lunch yes they don taste as gd as i thought but is okie though haha that all today

2006-03-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

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As u can see i manage to give u a blog layout haha don know they look great or not but i really almost spent a day of design get all the component it is really tiring plus i don get to use the com all the time actually feeling really down don know some how of lonely feeling that i really scare and sad i wonder how is my friends doing how is ky doing in aust doing gd want to sms him but it will cost alot like a dollar i some how think that if u treat a person gd will the person also treat nice back as a return i really don know i treat a person nice as in not getting a return but to build our friendship even closer but ppl always don know how i think that is really sad . I think i just go to bed bah maybe tomorrow its going to be a nice day i miss my close friend T.T

2006-03-03T14:54:00.000+08:00

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Yes yesterday just finished my last exam yeah it is easy haha quite happy actually and yet quite sad cos it maybe is our last day see each other so quite unbearable but there is always something cal outing i hope we all will gather together and have fun but don how munch they will change ppl always change when time goes including me ...

Yah ky left singapore yesterday that is so cool get to go other courty by yr own it is envious and forunate i should said i always wanted to go but i really don have the money lor not that my family that afford is that i wanted to use my own money ... Guess when i start earning money i will have to save all my money to travel around the places i wanted to go better most is to go with my friends that will be brillant ^-^.

Today really sux really boring since there is no school nothing to play and ro still botting that is worsen botting like a month still struck at lvl 90-95 swt swt my mood is quite down too like i'm just a alonely person after all don know y have the thought of it swt swt have to be positive . Plan to change my layout of the blog again haha okie i have to go now take a nap

2006-02-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

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Please ssave me i'm so sick din sleep well last night having fever and flu i hate flu soon will be running nose it is really makes u so uncomfortable ya today have my asp exam it is fun study with yr friends i think joking with them and making fun of each other haha it is damn fun reach school around 7am ++ swt i cant really walk properly if u see how i walk i'm too weak to hold myself up so i stopped at fj get so rest and get a ice milo shit that makes my day worsen .. SMS ky swt swt too boring ler then seetho join along indera and more more study alot of theory but none come out lor swt swt but is okie lor since i can manage to pass my asp exam hehe so happy ...

What the funny day today is i when out with ky and franics after the exam even though i still sick but i still go cos i want to make full use of my times with my friends we will not know wat is going to happen next so make full use with yr time create memories that u cant forget .Go to far easy have lunch at subway get a long sandwitch ya cool it is so cool actually not full eat that taste is okie not that gd cos wrong choice of source ... ky have to go get a hair cut it is damn funny actually wanted to show in my blog but i din if not he will kill me one he is damn funny like a retard he hair cut is like funny too he said i'm damn evil but i said the fact i don want to lie to my gd friend lor is like $%^*^&** don know how to said just want to tell him the truth after that we head to kinokuniya franics have to go liao so left we two go and see see look look actually nothing to see but ky manage to buy want he wanted so lucky XD he own a 20 Gb of porn if u don know he is so scary lor i cant believe it when i first heard it haha but it is natural la my mother said guyz should watch if u don watch it is really not normal lor =X anyway ky is a nice person la if u realy know him hope he just get a gf la if not he will complaint alot of lonely or wat haha if he got gf then i no one accompany liao but nvm if ppl around me is happy i will also feel happy . Way back my home i really really tired and sick i sleep in the mrt and ppl like staring at me for no reason i know i ugly but don stared at me lor makes me feel so sad T.T ate my pill and went to get a nap i having sore throat now and block nose like so feverish like my day is going to end nothing to do no one call me or anything so sian don want go msn nothing to said also ppl alway have their friends to chat with one me is just nothing to them . I think it is time for me to watch desperate house wife bb gd nite everyone

Have heard before a never old elf story it is a sad story from kimi nozo eien anime romance type and the story is the ending part it is so sad so how life really is hard and painful to walk many many things is so unpredictable ...

2006-02-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

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Yesh havent been blogging let hope i my math exam turn well cos it is really really hard i din score for my question 3 only manage to get the 5 marks so swt haha but nvm let hope the otehr 4 questions i can score don y suddenly felt she/he is so hypocite did i spell correctly haha spelling always fail one anyway i don want to care liao i want to live happy in my life i hope my life will be happier ever ... my selffish thought is alway around me don know y hope i can be happy as time goes yup havent been mentioning there is asp and java exam too i think that will be quite easy bah cos we done our project before so kantanni desu haha i having get dai mv i love the band alot even though they have been disband but they are no 1 forever hehe i like tomiko van she is pretty her eyes lids is fake compare to her yr old mv i see yr eyes is smaller then her eyes now so u know wat i mean hehe ...

Talking about my school days they are the same nothing to said just that cant spend more time be with my friends cos we all have exam and really like the school days when we get to hang out around in our lesson break in thrusday it is really fun eat together do alot of things together but i think after this sem things will change alot and i have to go for my attachement sad and yet true okie let look forward the day we are together then thinking the sad things for now we have to life for ourself. Yesh Talking about dota that played with dary and ky and godwin-d lol me and godwin all the way and ky is so scare to lose he team up with me lolx and bully godwin and dary so funny and i fun throught out the game and godwin so cocky so funny see them playing u have to see it yrself i not a pro just that i know the game well just i can own them hehe i din play much since the day we start study the maths -__- okie i have to go now

Hope asp and java going to be easy as i thought

2006-02-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

Just did that for fun linkis from my friends

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.

On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.

You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.

Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.

You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.

You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.

Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

2006-02-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Coming wednesday is going be our last lesson together as a classmate that really sound sad lor i don know wat to said but my life still have to go on i will miss them alot i know that those laugher we have all the memories we have that will stay with me until i die and i will share them with my friends too just want to said a big thanks to them for being with me and change my life too i hope we can stay together always but things don always stay unchange so i just have to move on specially want to thanks those close friends that always with me indera and ky those two that always with since i'm beginning of my NYP life start C.O.L i going for attachment before them that is the worse i thought at least indera will at least will be same class with me but NO shit ... that is wat we mean shit really happen haiz once again i have to said thanks you so much for sitting beside sharing with me yr laugher and many many things that i will not forget and tourate my childishness and selffness my demanding my gayness - that only happen seldomly i think this is not going to be end but maybe this is where i know i going to be miss u guyz alot my school life without u all i think it is unimaginable just hope nothing bad is going to happen to us all hope our path that we choose will bring not regret cos we cant live with regret that y i been want to get a happy memories through my NYP cos memories will really bring me happiness i have no gf no nothing so memories will be my side supporting me through my day. Hope they do call me for outing or something to keep contact i will glad to heard.Wish all the best to my friends and classmate this is where our journey start we just have to head forward not heading backward cheers guyz

Old words again Forever friends

I know sometime my word really sound fake but i was not joking it is really i like u mean i like u i will not take that as a joke

2006-02-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Nothing to do today wake up late as i type around 2++ i think .Swt really bored man no school got to study sianz don understand any thing but still have to go on maybe i study them tomorrow bah hope everything goes well read my friends blog guess wat got scolded some more with a word bitch he/she don understand a thing if u were me wat u will u do helping ppl and don do yr project hello i'm not a pro and i have to do my project also so pls think about other's situation before u judge yr conclusion this is totally so unfair to me i know im not honest toward things i don like but wat can i do ?Everyone is asking for my help and i going to said something like "NO" solve it yrself or i should just take my bad and go home and do my project !!... plus me myself only have like 1 or 1 and 1/2 hrs of doing my own project and the other was like whole 5 hrs of doing their damn project and i have a java report to rush WHY WHY DO EVERYONE JUST THINK ABOUT THEMSELF. WHEN DO THEY START TO THINK ABOUT OTHERS? i will makes things simple life is meant to be realistic so i don want to care anymore since yr sentance already make things so clear i quit go find yrself i hate it .Anyway conclusion have already made i think that's the end of it ...

I lied to someones to protected myself is it a bad thing ??

2006-02-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Yesh finally hand up all my project only left one presentation to do and that's it i'm done and left for my common test and exam going to be stressful kind of happy actually i manage to finish my add cart in the lab around 4pm++ or 5pm ++ hehe so happy i copy everything from teacher folder and change alot of things in it yesh i done it all by myself hehe so happy but i dint tell anyone about that when i finish i'm kind of self-fish i think but i don want to get stress under by them have to help them and i don know how to debug their code it is totally frustrated cos how am i going to know wat u do in the coding and i have read through where or yr code and understand them before i startt he debugging and if i tell everyone i going to too busy to help everyone okie i'm kind of selffish but seetho finish liao yet she is not so i feel kind of glad cos i not the only one who is selffish .. if help 1 or 2 maybe i will help lor but see them i'm totally sianz liao i know they are nice to me but shit happen i'm seffish sry to friends and myself plus hope they will understand me. Just have to stop here i'm feel very sleepy cos of the pill swt swt nothing to talk much .I have over slept i woke up at 1 pm ++ and i thought it is only 10 am ++ lolx my head is so giddy that i cant think properly haha my pill really react strongly that is y i hate so much to take that pill i cant do alot of stuff with that stupid sideinflect ...

2006-02-07T01:46:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

It is a first day of the week i see two rainbow when i going to school i guess i going to be blessed for this whole week haha i have one of the pic in my hp lolx my hp got camera hehe so happy actually in school it is fun ureshi desu some how see terence he look like trouble or something don know i also din ask just hope everything goes right bah yeah about project is it worse of the worse i don want to talk about it just hope i can manage to finish them pls god give my yr soul and yr brillant mind to survive in this stress project that mess my life thanks goodness there is always someones that always behide u supporting u i felt happy don know y at least make u feel that u r not alone i really don want to be alone that really makes me feel really sad do u believe that time changes a person my answer is going to be yes really really i don know y i felt my friends change alot don know y or maybe the one who is changing is me i really hope ppl don change but that is uncontrolable so we have to let it be something hope our changes is in the right path ... kuan yi and terance they act weird today don know wat happen maybe i 'm the one acting weird hope all the ppl around is do great haha going bed now hope i have a gd rest ^^ havnt been sleep welll like sleep around 3-5 hrs that is worse i will grow old in no tell we have to hae enough sleep ^^

2006-01-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

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Nothing much happen today din have school cos it is friday watch fearless with my friends ky,you loon,sabastine , ding yao fearless is really a great show i love it just have to it is amazing all the fight skill that he have .It's surly amaze u not that i'm talking big u got to watch it yrself cos it is a action show.Kind of miss my school lol cos in school we can talk alot alot of things when outside i just feel not right cant adjust to a right attuide sweat i'm i a robot or wat swt good things is that is going to be new year bad things is that i havent got myself a new pants goss wat am i suppose to do hope everything ture well worried about my project and more etc ... i'm getting old when i look the mirror lolx alot haha ppl change when time go really just that u notice that ky said that he no longer scare of ghost congrat him lol let hope so cos i think i want to bring him watch a horror show to freak him out haha *evil thought* okie i'm going bed its late

As time go ppl change just the matter of how bad or how gd they turn

2006-01-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

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Today shit really happen don know how to phrase it bt in the end i still manage to go on haha i'm so strong =3 Okie Go for my first period of lesson is like not many ppl attend the lesson lol sian but teacher give us some revision and ask the person to bring the hard disk he said i didnt bring he should just go hell lor then y u still siad he will bring he is really a mood spoiler said that he going to miss his 20GB porn sweat is there a website for it anyway keep watching the same porn will not get u bored just want to said he is someone that i cant really take responsble on his own word swt swt somehow that make me so sad lor anta saite saite just feel very very disappointed i must well just pass franics my own hard disk or just burn into vcd or something i will have aready got it by today or maybe i'm selfish person always think only about myself not even thought of him i just like them that make me want to cry lor things just go in a circle when u view in a wider side ya there is happy things happen too we are watching geisha this is totally so cool alot of elegant girl as geisha some how they just look so elegant the show is about a girl who was sold to a be a geisha alot of things happen in her life that mess up her life actually geishas are really poor thing just to said that they cant marry the person they want that is just too sad .After the moive went to our ASP lab session haha really scare actually got test shit of the shit i just hate that hope everything will be okie . I going to bed now forget wat the sad things have happen cos it is going to be a good tomorrow cant wait

Let cheer for the new day forget about the sad pass

2006-01-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,
haha u seldom see me been so active in blogging okie today is fun day as usaully in school we learn java and math that only two subject cool we have make our spicalisation in java lab me and indera choose the same as me haha hope we get to same class then i we work hard together be a good web design and make lot lot of money okie i'm dreaming again but it is gd to dream sometime. Other i don thing they are in the same path as me sad but hope we will still meet up each other like you loon bah i like my java teacher she is really friendly as in chatting with lor like i ask alot of question about the specialisation hehe ty cher haha . We go for break at north haha this time ky is not there haha so he will not complaint so much me as usuaul the mix rich other is chicken rice and malay food the curry is really nice then we go to library me and indera didnt manage to get watch the vcd since there is only 4 plug so we go anotehr corner so some nap Zzzzzz till 12.50pm then go for math learn new stuff and ky said he coming for math but din f u la liar anyway we meet with you loon and ky at 3.30 that franics told me so i tag along but most of them not coming but nothing to do so i tag along with seetho lol see seetho play the PSP so fun lor just that the game is not my type but quite fun la as u know wat i mean . Went to orchard again see seetho eat her noodle smell great but din get to eat lolx remember that i own ky money but in the end still forget to pay back forgetful as always haizzz okie seetho teach me how to play majou actually that is funny i totally noob actually i know nothing haha sound quite fun suddenly ky call her saiding he is reaching seetho teach me until ky reach where we are and we start walking toward the KFC too bad seetho have to go for yr work so she left us so left ky and me only but you loon is coming chat with ky quite alot lolx he is so funny in so way asking question about sry i lied lor that i felt guilty about that anyway i did apologise about with letting him know haha lame but it will be even bad if he know but he will know soon or later i think you loon came along and he also have his lunch over there more nonsese i will said lor alot alot of thing just boost up when the two lamer ultra lamer r together all sort of things just came up the mouth that is so funny ... okie they r funny guyz i will said haha okie we head to kinokuniya haha fav place to see manga walk walk see see laugh laugh chat chat over there is just like everyone will do when friends together reach home about 7pm so tired still haev to so housework swt didnt go for war too lazy too do my e quiz hai sian don know how to do chat in msn awhile along doing with my equiz for help lol okie till just now i going to bed now is late .

There is so many thing happening in this world u got to exprience new things that is wat i call fun

2006-01-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

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Really nothing to do so blog haha today school is usually fun and lame and shit happen that happen to me everyday so it going to be turn out great lolx guess wat i when out after school that is so unsual to me to ask my friends to go out after school actually have a thought to spend time together with my friends since we will are going be separate next year y not have fun now so we will have a gd memories that will remember through our life lolx we went to orchard eat sushi and chicken wings my fav +++ haha having some rebate about same topic that is really funny and annoying that does make sense u see when u feel cold u will eat more wat the hell i don really get a thing of that okie let put this way so when ever i in a cold lab and i will think about eat then study does that makes any sense lolxx okie i din really mention that infront of him lar he will bash me up i think okie that lame freaky guy is kuan yi if u want to know he is freaky scary in some way funny kind evil everything happen in him la just hope he just get a life lolxx about 5 together went there me, franics , kuanyi , godwin , darly okie don know those name are spelled correctly or not hope will not bring a laugher to those who r reading . We walk about 4 then go home nothing to mention actually just see walk walk eat eat talk talk that is life man so carefree ... bought my favourite manga cool this is the coolest things happen today so happy i just read some chapter of it is really interesting ... Tomorrow is going to be my worse day i'm sad and stress i don know what to chose to specialize for my 3rd year T-T is so tough to dedicde haiz nvm just let it be bah hope every thing is going to turn okie hope i can be with my friend/s don want to be alone is really boring and sad ... okie going to bed

I know this hard but some time human have to make a big discussion for their life or future so .... u know wat i mean

2006-01-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

It is been a long time i have been blogging yeah finally got some time for it cos i'm free very free not play any game no mood to play so worry about my project so how that i'm so pissed and stress .yup got my math result not really satify but it is still consider okie to me just got a B haiz hope can get A lor but too bad shit happen as human know. School life today is fun i will said really think school is such a dramatic place cant really phrase it just that u will be happy,sad,angry and more happen in there lolx so how its really bring me more laugher though i felt myself more cheerful than last time that i'm really happy about i don want to stay in my past school time life anymore they sux i realize that we have to enjoy our school life no just study study as we said get a life man ... u can study when u want just to know when to do that in the right time .Too bad time really fly i quite sad i going to miss my friends happy time flies as ppl always said that hope they will remember me . NS is waiting for me sigh anyway we still have another year to go gd luck to me . Going to bed now

time goes fast when u r enjoy so teasure them when u r enjoying don forget time don wait for us

RO guild war (Still on holiday)

2005-11-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

Dear blog

Later i going to have a Woe in ro it is going be lag and really sux in some way i hate it . Plan to leave my guild and go to my friends guild cos better can play with my friends lolx but felt abit guilty in some way they have been nice to me not all but some of them hope a sorry will do T.T .

School going to start soon i going to miss my holiday and i know our time together with my classmate have shorten too after this sem we only have about half a year to be together time really fly and i really hope we will be together most of time have fun to have a great memory . Sad thing is that sabs have fail some of this exam i think he going have a bad time for now trouble with his family matter i think and about his timetable hope he can get it done .

When we started walking the path we never notice anything but until we start to turn back knoing how much time have passes